Second Blog for tonight. Still can't sleep, and here's why. As positive as I'm trying to be right now, the one negative thought that keeps seeping in and is right at this moment, keeping me awake, is my sadness at how some people in my life are able to move on, while I'm going through, well, this. It's a time where I'm able to see who my true friends are, who really want to make sure that I'm doing o.k. that I'm trying to focus on, and thankfully, I do have so many, thank you! It's the letting go of the people who I'm finding are slipping away from me, who I had a different expectation of that is making my heart break. Those who can't for some reason be there for me. If I let them consume my thoughts, it's just not good for me. I have shed my tears tonight, and I will now re-focus my energy on those who I can count on, and only those. And I hope you know who you are!
Love, Jill xo
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Jill, just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you daily. I know we do not know each other that well but from the few times we have spent together I do know you are a strong willed individual which will help you fight this disease. Positive thoughts and surrounding yourself with those who truly care will get you through this. Look forward to seeing you in November at the fashion show.
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Jill, I also have been thinking about you daily and agree with Janice, you are strong and a fighter. I do want to come by and see you, am in Vancouver Tues/Wed this week, will try and call you on Thursday as am travelling a lot for work. When I read your wanting to read your daughter the bedtime story and you were tired I was thinking of course you were tired! :) Although you are strong and a fighter don't try and be supermom or superwife, you need to be selfish right now so you can be more calm and heal yourself. Inhale for 5 seconds, hold your breath for 2 and exhale for 7 if you can. Love Regan
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